FRUSTRATION
it's all I feel
Pourquoi?
I haven't the slightest
Maybe it's the Russian
Maybe it's the Japanese
Maybe it's the guitar
Maybe it's my love life
--or lack thereof--
Maybe it's nothing at all
Or maybe it's that I can't freaking WRITE
and no one pays any freaking ATTENTION to authorly.

It's okay, baby. I love you. ♥

In it to Win it

Dear Late Night Inspiration,
No, seriously, man. In. The. Morning.


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Finger in my mouth
It's a barrel of a gun
There goes the last straw
The trigger gets pulled
Blam blam blam
Oh look I'm dead
Good thing it's only, only pretend

Can play all I want
Mope around all day
say that life just sucks
I know that's all just talk
'Cause me, I'm in it to win it

Depressed-like thoughts
Encircling my head
Just can't seem
to get out of bed
It seems some things might really be bad
But that's okay
'Cause I'm stronger than that

Can play all I want
Mope around all day
say that life just sucks
I know that's all just talk
'Cause me, I'm in it to win it

Won't give up like that
I can't let them down
I know they'd all be sad
I can't let death win

Can play all I want
Mope around all day
say that life just sucks
I know that's all just talk
'Cause me, I'm in it to win it

Running Away

Dear Late Night Inspiration,
Call me in the morning next time.

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Gasping for breath, look over my shoulder
You aren't there
Can't seem to get over
This is such crap, can't believe I'm still in this
Thought you had my back but I just can't win this

You are coming, coming
And I, I just can't get away
You, you're right on my heels
And I, I just keep running, running away

Childhood memories, so dear
Now only something I fear
Without all this maybe I could stay here
But with you at my back, I've got to leave

You are coming, coming
And I, I just can't get away
You, you're right on my heels
And I, I just keep running, running away

Got to face the facts
Things can never be the same
I'll just keep on running
Won't be here ever again

You are coming, coming
And I, I just can't get away
You, you're right on my heels
And I, I just keep running, running away

Running, running, running, running...